Call my selfish, but my blog is just for me. I just write it because if I didn't, I would go crazy. If you happen to get anything out of it, that's just icing on the cake. I'm transparent and a totally open book (to a fault, sometimes) because I think if God allows me to go through things, it must be so that I can help someone else someday through my experience. That's why I like to be honest about what silly thoughts I have, because I'm guessing someone else out there has the same silly thoughts! (Well, I hope so...otherwise I might be crazy.) I think of my blog as a public journal, so look over my shoulder, have a good laugh at my life (and don't feel bad, it's funny), and forgive me for the things I do wrong and say wrong.